Feeling alive

Dear diary , 19.12.2013 , Midnight

Hello :) I'm here again. Feeling alive ? Mostly people does feel high when they said that , could be the bar , shopping or anything thrilling. Tonight , I feel the other alive. I'm imagining that I could be in the woods , either talking a short walk or even lost . Now let's try to get into it. Standing on a muddy damp yet compact soiled ground , that lights which doesn't seem like it's sunny or midnight , just a little mixture of grey and cloudy when they mash with the bright sky , the air that you breathe , feels cold yet moist , feeling fresh and relaxing. Standing in the middle of no where , no idea but don't care , completely no one around , alone but no feeling afraid yet feeling secure to be yourself , lost inside the soul. Listening to those crickets calling , slowly try to make them as the song's beats. Then , standing still yet relax , feeling those breeze that you feel cold , the wind hits you tenderly and slowly , so much sensations. Trying to lost yourself , being nowhere but you actually enjoy it. That feeling of relax brings me a sensual feeling of passion but not sexually. Much more passionate and less thinking , what a beautiful feeling. Try to feel it :)

That song

Friday , 18.10.2013 , Night

Dear hello to all my recent readers :D How are you guys ? Well , I am just fine. Chilling with a cup of Starbucks and busy with movies in the theatre hehe. Other than that eh ? Like usual , I am day dreaming again LOL. To be honest , it is like 2 am right now and I just can't sleep. Don't worry , I don't have insomnia haha. It's just started to think that , I do thinking about someone but no idea who the heck it that fella I am hunting for. Just that kind of feeling where I will feel sad when I hear any sad or missing you- that kind of songs. Hmmmmm .. Seriously hope I can make my mind out and figure out what I really want instead of putting people who care about me into conflicts. In the end , they will be suffering with me for nothing when they are able to have a better time with others. I would like to travel back time and firgure out who I really mean about. Too bad , I got bad memories haha and yeah , I wouldn't know either if I remember. Stupid isn't ? Maybe I am too young or too insecure to be determine on something I feel that I would like. Nevermind ~ Guess time explain everything :)

By,
Pui Yi

Smile when it murders

Dear diary , 13.6.2013 , 7.26 pm

I like the way I flashing back old memories alot , it just felt magical . How about you ?

Knowing

Mr Right's Hunt

If your someone doesn't appear yet,
Don't panic,
Live like a ruler,
Because knowledge is beauty,
Independence and a woman's elegance is what a real man like about . =]
If you still looking forward for someone sweet and care about,
Find for a friend instead,
A friend who you addressed as a best friend but act like couple,
That's make the words not to be outspoken.

Single Lady

Be happy if you are single,
If you don't learn to be patient for your upcoming partner,
You won't know how to appreciate someone =)

Ever Let Go

What You See Won't Always Be What It Mean

My Rhythm

I Never Hope To Be Your Number One, 
I Just Wish To Be Your Only One =)