Feeling alive

Dear diary , 19.12.2013 , Midnight

Hello :) I'm here again. Feeling alive ? Mostly people does feel high when they said that , could be the bar , shopping or anything thrilling. Tonight , I feel the other alive. I'm imagining that I could be in the woods , either talking a short walk or even lost . Now let's try to get into it. Standing on a muddy damp yet compact soiled ground , that lights which doesn't seem like it's sunny or midnight , just a little mixture of grey and cloudy when they mash with the bright sky , the air that you breathe , feels cold yet moist , feeling fresh and relaxing. Standing in the middle of no where , no idea but don't care , completely no one around , alone but no feeling afraid yet feeling secure to be yourself , lost inside the soul. Listening to those crickets calling , slowly try to make them as the song's beats. Then , standing still yet relax , feeling those breeze that you feel cold , the wind hits you tenderly and slowly , so much sensations. Trying to lost yourself , being nowhere but you actually enjoy it. That feeling of relax brings me a sensual feeling of passion but not sexually. Much more passionate and less thinking , what a beautiful feeling. Try to feel it :)

That song

Friday , 18.10.2013 , Night

Dear hello to all my recent readers :D How are you guys ? Well , I am just fine. Chilling with a cup of Starbucks and busy with movies in the theatre hehe. Other than that eh ? Like usual , I am day dreaming again LOL. To be honest , it is like 2 am right now and I just can't sleep. Don't worry , I don't have insomnia haha. It's just started to think that , I do thinking about someone but no idea who the heck it that fella I am hunting for. Just that kind of feeling where I will feel sad when I hear any sad or missing you- that kind of songs. Hmmmmm .. Seriously hope I can make my mind out and figure out what I really want instead of putting people who care about me into conflicts. In the end , they will be suffering with me for nothing when they are able to have a better time with others. I would like to travel back time and firgure out who I really mean about. Too bad , I got bad memories haha and yeah , I wouldn't know either if I remember. Stupid isn't ? Maybe I am too young or too insecure to be determine on something I feel that I would like. Nevermind ~ Guess time explain everything :)

By,
Pui Yi

Smile when it murders

Dear diary , 13.6.2013 , 7.26 pm

I like the way I flashing back old memories alot , it just felt magical . How about you ?

Knowing

Mr Right's Hunt

If your someone doesn't appear yet,
Don't panic,
Live like a ruler,
Because knowledge is beauty,
Independence and a woman's elegance is what a real man like about . =]
If you still looking forward for someone sweet and care about,
Find for a friend instead,
A friend who you addressed as a best friend but act like couple,
That's make the words not to be outspoken.

Single Lady

Be happy if you are single,
If you don't learn to be patient for your upcoming partner,
You won't know how to appreciate someone =)

Ever Let Go

What You See Won't Always Be What It Mean

My Rhythm

I Never Hope To Be Your Number One, 
I Just Wish To Be Your Only One =)

A Wrong Day

Dear diary,  29.01.2013, Sunny

   Hello Everyone! Did you guys woke up early for work or school today? Sorry,  I failed you guys.='( I missed a day of school today.I felt so useless and embarrassed by my laziness as it is just the beginning of the school semester but my name already on the absent list. I just looked through the time table of my class today,  I missed 4 important lesson! I am sure teachers teached a new topic and I must be hurry to catch up with them *phew,  gonna be a hard time going on* You may think that " Hey,  everyone do absent from school. Why so stressed up? " but I am different.  I am sitting for PMR ( peperiksaan menengah rendah ) this year and the 98's teens are the last batch which is my year.I started to lost confident on myself,  everyone seems to be so smart and dedicated on their study but me?  I just fooling around and posting my blog!  I should have start studying now. *what a scum I am*><''. Don't know why,  I suddenly felt that studying is important but not as much as I used to felt now. What's wrong with me? What am I thinking?  Study is important you idiot!  It will actually lead you to your road of life and be the direction of who are you gonna be.  Guess I really need to snap of my lazy habits.  Fight For PMR!!!  Go GO GO!!  =D

All the best, 
Pui Yi

Catch A Breath

Dear diary,  23.01.2013,  Night

   Awwwwwww!!!! All my dear readers,  I DEFINITELY DO miss you guys alot ='(.. Sorry for no writing lately , it is because I am fully booked with school's activity in my schedule.. For example elements that I need to focus on is,  co-curicular,  school homeworks,  events and competitions that I took part in.. Sometimes I can hardly catch a breath as I can't even find plenty time for my own.. Well,  anyway I will try to improve my time management skills so,  maybe I will found out that there'r many more better ways to solve problems.. I do wish to spend time sitting in a cafe where peoples talk and laugh with proper words in a suitable tone ( I love this kind of environment so much :D ) for a cup of hot mocha and cheesecake ( blueberry flavoured I perhaps? ) , enjoying my sweet time alone or with someone who be my backbone ( someone who supports you with positive energy all the time when you are about to fall )..  Someone who always be there to pretect u and cheer you up,  doesn't care what people's point of view.. Thumbs up if you had found one =D.. Don't worry,  I believe that there's time for all this,  realizing life can be so wonderful when you settled down just for awhile ( hmmm..  cant wait for it /.\ ).. Okayyy,  I realize that I had many more Himalayan Mountain ( stacks of homeworks saying 'Hi' to me )..  Time to have candle-light dinner with them >_<

Best of luck,
Pui Yi. 

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