A Wrong Day

Dear diary,  29.01.2013, Sunny

   Hello Everyone! Did you guys woke up early for work or school today? Sorry,  I failed you guys.='( I missed a day of school today.I felt so useless and embarrassed by my laziness as it is just the beginning of the school semester but my name already on the absent list. I just looked through the time table of my class today,  I missed 4 important lesson! I am sure teachers teached a new topic and I must be hurry to catch up with them *phew,  gonna be a hard time going on* You may think that " Hey,  everyone do absent from school. Why so stressed up? " but I am different.  I am sitting for PMR ( peperiksaan menengah rendah ) this year and the 98's teens are the last batch which is my year.I started to lost confident on myself,  everyone seems to be so smart and dedicated on their study but me?  I just fooling around and posting my blog!  I should have start studying now. *what a scum I am*><''. Don't know why,  I suddenly felt that studying is important but not as much as I used to felt now. What's wrong with me? What am I thinking?  Study is important you idiot!  It will actually lead you to your road of life and be the direction of who are you gonna be.  Guess I really need to snap of my lazy habits.  Fight For PMR!!!  Go GO GO!!  =D

All the best, 
Pui Yi