SMILE

Dear Diary,  10.12.2012,  Midnight

   Hello All My Fellow Readers,  I am back in the house again =D.. Sorry for taking so long recently as I am soooo freaking busy and concentrated at my school's assignments.. I just cant bear messy study table especially those loaded with stacks of papers fkying everywhere,  homeworks stacked up ( can be talker than Himaliyah Mt. though ) xD and pens lefted all around the room! The worst part is when you need to treasure hunt them ( Sounds like a pirate haha )..  I felt so glad when mum actually knew that I was being tense up lately so she always cooked my favourite dishes of hers x)..  PSSHH!!  She actually planned to make me grow fatter though, maybe thats why she keeo seduce me with FOODS!!!  What to do,  I am a natural born cannibal monster haha..  of well,  today was soooo busy on assignment too ( the 'art part' )..  My sketching skills are not bad,  at least it doesnt turns out very weird haha..  P.s # its 1 am now,  Pui Yi really sleepy and her face is like =_= ¿¿¿..  See? Soooo,  Goodnight guys!

Best of luck, 
Pui Yi

A Sweet Night

Dear Diary,  4.11.2012,  Night

  Who doesnt love the moment of laying under a bed with the air-conditioner switched on? I am doing that now haha.. Well this is just a quick post,  maybe nothing so killing happened,  I guess haha.. Let see,  2012 gonna end soon. I wondering what I achieved so far as I am another year closer to death I supposed.. LOL..  Truth isnt it? November now,  to SPM students who taking exam tomorrow,  ALL THE BEST! :D..  and to PMR students,  HOPE YOU HAVE AWESOME RESULT..  The most important one,  Have A Awesome Holidays haha ^^..  How unfair it is that I still have another week to go while all my friends already started their end year break? Damn T.T..  Well,  another week at school,  for about 5days I waste up to 175 hours doing nothing but sit in the class..  cant bring phone,  tablet or computer to school because of stupid spotcheck.. Yo,  dude?  The school gonna end and you still making a fuss..  I am actually counted as the most wanted ones in school because almost all prefects scanning what I bring and what evil thing I did in school,  a.k.a BLACK LISTED..  Awesome huh?  Not at all,  all people at school just love to gossip around the school,  talking behind me to teachers or friend of mine , reporting to teachers or prefects or even make fun of me when I did something out of the box of them..  The god damn box of THEM instead of the public..  but you know what?  The best worst thing I ever achieved is having some troops of people spaming my name or talking bout me at facebook in bad way..  For a long period,  actively posting.. Awesome eh? I be the only first one,  damn..  u have no idea how much I feel like knocking them in the middle of the road with a gorrila ¬_¬..  I very ganas,  I know hehe..  Well,  just go with the flow..  Sometimes I do have made up a slogan of "I love studies,  I love my school just the pupils in the school makes me hate everyone,  fakers,  teachers, the strict school rules,  education and even I hate my friends who change to someone else after meeting new people"..  Call me a gothic person or whatever,  I just telling out what I really wanna say..  Good night peeps =]

Sincerely,
Pui Yi.
Best wishes.

Oh Shit #05

Dear diary,  15.10.2012,  Sunny

Having A Sweet Time Laying On My Bed,  Under My Blanket And Covered With Pillows. Feels So Protected And Warm Which I Felt Just Right. Suddenly,  In My Dream,  I Felt There A Light Beam Irritates The Darkness In My Eyes.  Suddenly.. Aiya aiya!  >_< Today Once Open My Eyes,  Look At The Window.  Wondering Why So Bright Geh?  Heart Pumping With Worries,  Then Giving Hopes That Today Is Sunday.  Oh Shit!  Look At My Tab, Today Is Monday And It 9 am already =[ . Another Test Didnt Take,  ANOTHER day Ponteng! I Miss KH,  cant retake T.T.  My RESULT like that bye bye liao . Kek sim nia.  Dont know can stay in the same grade or not.  But What I Hate The Most Is How People Look At Me In SCHOOL. I Just Wish I Can Blind fold Myself And Act Nothing Eventhough I Know What You All Tallking Behind Me.  Why? Is it that fun to hurt people feelings? Nevermind,  just leave it.  Now I Kinda Wondering,  Who Willing To Give Me Morning Call Every Morning ne?  XD

Sincerely, 
Pui Yi.
Stay Chic ~

Play Sexy With Black'n'Red

Who doesnt go insane with red flow girls?
Well,  it time to say hello Red! 
I Am Giving My Hair Some Colouring Soon! 
Cant wait ><

Close Your Eyes

Dear diary,  12. 10.  2012,  Night.

Have you ever feel the heat that shine on your body? You should try it sometimes,  it feel really great =] . I did tried but you wil seldom see me travel all the way to the beach and were you just walk,  doing nothing that make you feel like you are in the movie.  Seriousy?  You gonna make yourself an ass if you walk around and act like an actor with those poses,   I will laugh my ass out. Well,  I like to go to the beach as I love the heat but not for the windy part which turn your hair into fibrous weeds ! I experience that =P.  Tell you a little secret, before I start you guys all know about the Oppa Gangnam Style right?  The song is totally the biggest hitz now but I kinda had a phobia in that song.  Imagine everywhere and everytime the song keep playing! Night,  in the outdoor,  it doesnt matter where and when,  where there is a speaker, gangnam will be playing.  Even radio keep playing it.  Yo dude,  you expect me to hear the same thing everyday?  What the different between you are being nag every morning? Better dont let me hear PSY too much,  I will turn out to be a Samurai.  Dont push me!  >_<.  Smell pizza anyone?  I do.  Gonna check out the kitchen.  Psh,  I downloaded blogger apps.  Able to post more,  check me soon!  Bye =]

Roughly by, 
Pui Yi

Self-service pizza post

Dear diary, 03.09.2012, Night

Well, how are you guys! Schools back, having fun anyone? Okayyyy. Guess you all not that excited like me haha :D. But yeah, I hate it when I got loaded homeworks. Agreed anyone? Pshh, dont be frown guys. There there :), even schools had a lot of lessons you need to remember and homeworks you need to study with, but there no ways you can't be cute right? Haha. So put a smileeeeeee on your face *pinch your cheeks* <3. I just cant sleep lately, don't why. I kee staying up all the night and stares at the sky. I used to sit alone in the balcony with a cup of mocha and look into the stars. I dont know about you but, I always feel better being alone in place that no one will come in and filled with silent, it fun feeling the cold breeze though. You know what the craziest? Who had ever play in the heavy rain, soaked wet and didnt fall ill? Opps, guess you know who the naughty kid haha. Lately I been working on my online career again, I will put and restart my effort as a model, dont know eh? Yeah, I am not that famous and I actually stop going for photoshooting as my exam at the corner just back but now I am here, stronger than ever =']. Alright, here a little secret. Come a little closer, then I will tell ya :). I already talk back to him, Mr.Honey . You know what, in the second thought, it awkward calling him as Honey but I just cant help it, I got used to it already ><. Well, not a big matter right ? Haha. Let see, I spoke back to him but just I doesnt the same anyone or like all those drama time. Just I move on though, my apology Honey =[. Yes, you mean alot to me and you are the only people I clinged to when I need to have someone . Sadly, when time flies, the feeling and the wants of having you back shattered too. I lost my hope and I dont think it that worth gain my confident of having you, is it because I really moved one or I am just afraid the fall and broken up again? No ones knows and not even I can answered what running in my mind. Well, see from the good side. I like and I love you as n ex who shared a nice relationship with me and as a good friend who I may open up. But it just didnt work out thought, I seriously hate myself of still how funny aand crazy you were and sometimes I cant help I stalked your profile, scary huh? It creep me out a little xD. So be a little bit mean is, I liked you before but I dont want you anyone, I AM SO SORRY TT. Actually I am kinda happy that I am avilable in the market again, selfishly I enjoy the spotlight that spark with attention from the witness. I am evil, I know that. Not that I didnt get sad or emo, I did. It just I recovered. So, any jobs to give away during school break? Inform me!

She's Back

I

Dear diary, 24. 08. 2012, Moon night

Hey pretty ladies!! ( and dudes? ).. Miss me? I Am Back xDDD.. How you guys doing? I am great here just sleepless recently.. you know something? I am here typing real slow and greeky like a boss cz I still working on touchscreen tab though.. when it went out of control, I really feel like chopping it like a ninja xD .. Agree? But seriously I missssss you all, never felt better than posting again at here haha.. odd habit ya? Come let me give you a BIGGGG hug <3.. Eh? What wrong with that face? Don't. Sad bro, I am single too.. LOLxD.. but hey , who is crazy for J.BIEBER after hearing Believe album? I do O.O.. He's HOT *roar*!!!!! .. Life goes kinda normal and just like that..Just became party girl already ~ TEEHEE ¬_¬... I wonder how it feels being a DJ eh? Can I Try ? xD Speaking of Music, Step Up Revolution is awesome guys!!! but end up I feel like a penguin in north pole, 1st Avenue's theater hall damn cold TT.. Pshh, tell you a little secret.. I had a tattoo on my body hehe.. I will show you how it look like soon~.. I Gotta go, Bye Bworth aand Hello PENANG!!

It Gone

Dear Diary , 09 . 06 . 2012 , Midnight Moon

It me again everyone :) .. Bet you can remember how I use to give my greetings .. well , today I gonna say sorry to all my active and playful readers that I can't be active today .. Just a little bit relationship problem going on me recently .. I just don't know why .. Aww .. Don't show that kind of face .. He is good and fine .. Really .. He is trust able , cute , romantic and just a sweet little cuddly bear ~ .. But somehow .. I really don't understand what less for me .. I really dislike my selfishness .. Trust me .. He is perfect in every ways :) .. Just maybe it my problem who is still young and obsess in challenges and the playful of freshness .. I just felt that things is kinda missing for me .. Not because he is not loyal , I trust him :) .. So far , we didn't even had a fight or conflict .. He treat me like I am a treasure haha .. He cares me alot , he being good with me all the time .. Okay , if I keep on continue describing how good he is , I bet till morning I can't finish haha .. But just .. I felt that the relationship is kinda like .. cold .. the feeling that once had lost .. I don't know about him .. But for me .. I felt like it lack of something .. I don't really feel right and comfortable with the lost of the feeling .. I wanna get it back .. But somehow maybe I still not trying hard .. I can't get it back .. Nevermind .. I will try harder :) .. I swear ! ;D .. Maybe it causes of something else I think .. I just really felt the relationship is like .. A almost complete jigsaw puzzle that lost it last piece , can't be completed .. He is a really good guy .. Just I felt something missing .. Darn it .. Why am I thinking like this ? .. Tell you a little secret .. I haven't sleep for a week .. Honestly .. My friends said I am an immortal as I am a restless person who won't sleep haha .. Sometimes , I lok into the mirror .. I see myself .. even I am just 14 .. But I look like I am a 60 years old grandma ! .. Poor face , Poor skin .. How many night have u been suffer ? :( .. I know .. I know it bad for me if I don't sleep .. I know all the beauty remedy girls :P .. even when I am typing right now .. Every midnight .. I don't on the lights .. Imagine I been hurting my eyesight every night in the dark even thought I know the bad effects for me .. But just .. I can't sleep :( .. Man .. Every night .. I been thinking what less in the relationship .. I still don't know whats missing .. Well .. I guess I need to stop awhile and talk to you guys .. After telling .. You all make me feel better :) .. Thanks my blog-y and all my lovely readers .. You really helps me alot ♥ .. Love You !! ;)) .. Well guys .. Maybe I should stand at the side of him too .. He is been trying so hard to fix thing right while I just keep giving trouble and problems .. Guess there a sentence of " Don't give me problem , Give me solution ! " .. I will try harder and my best to be good and treat him the best :) .. Wish me luck that I can find what less in the relationship ya !

Much Love ,
Pui Yi . ♥

A hickey would be the best

Dear Diary , 05 . 06 . 2012 , Midnight 4.04 a.m

Hello Everyone ! :D .. How are you guys going on ? .. Oh wait , most important .. How's holidays going on ? .. Is it just like how we said T.G.I.F or awesome night ? :) .. Well , whatevers it is .. I just gonna wish all the best for you all .. Me ? .. My school break is awesome ! .. Yeah , been a party girl recently .. Hey , who don't wanna give it all out like a truly teenager like no tomorrow ? .. I bet I would haha .. Hurmm .. I wonder how long it been sice the last time I posted eh .. Anyway maybe most of the readers been captured to read this because of the topic title isn't ? :P .. Well yeah .. It actually a inspiration words for what been up my mind during this teenager school break .. Oh gosh .. I guess I am addicted to my nightly fun ~ hehe .. What is it ? .. Party of course ! .. Darn it .. you just keep missing those excitement and how the bass and beat goes into your mind then goes to your heart while you just forget how to breath >< ! .. You would totally goes to a monster who lost control if you are deeply rolling in the music I am telling you .. Well .. Maybe because it the Cataracs ~ haha .. But yeah .. lets go to the point ? :) .. I just wanna give encouragement to people out there .. If you are afraid of shy to go and show or even enjoyed yourself .. I really give strong courage and support to you all , go out .. Have some fun and smile alot .. If you are ugly , smile alot .. A sweet girl with perfect smile like you can be the beauty queen of all models :) .. A girl without awesome body shape can be sexy just the way you move your body with CONFIDENT ! .. Come on guys , it holidays .. For me it 2 weeks , 14 days .. I don't knows how many hours in 14 days .. Spend it wisely .. People always asked , Eat to live OR Live to eat ? .. I do say .. We live to eat .. And we eat to life .. MOST IMPORTANT , we spend our days with happiness and without regret .. if not , what for eat to live or live to eat when you are depressed and sad all your life ? :) .. Think about it ~ .. On your phone and fill up your scheduled ! ♥ Much Love , Pui Yi , XoXo --> Hey , you don't wanna die with virgin right ?

Once Upon A Time

Dear Diary , 06 . 05 . 2012 , Rainy

Fairy Tales Story anyone ? .. Well , to be honest .. I do believe in fairies when I am in a young age .. I believe Princess who had long wait for her Prince that come with a white horse which gallops in the air and stands up stiff to show that here am I .. Standing here for you to protect you from harms and evil .. With his open hands , the Princess can feel the warmness of his loyal love with the high hope and confident that I can give you happiness .. Maybe mostly you all don't believe or even here bedtime stories anymore .. But I still believe that one day .. There will be Prince for each of us .. Well .. I mean it for girl of course :D .. So .. Tonight .. I choose to write a little story about a Princess .. Hope you like and enjoy reading it :) ..


Here it Goes ,

Once Upon A time ..

There a little girl who loved by everyone in a kingdom called Laughter .. The King bring happiness and joys to the residents of the kingdom as it is rich with fossil fuels and minerals such as mineral ores , iron , elements and more basics need of humans' sources .. The resident who lived there won't worry about their expenses as the King will always help the poor and donates some food and money for them .. Everyone seems to be really happy and live freely without burden .. All people love the King and everyone thought the King's daughter , Princess that her name that she will be the most happiest girl ever .. Princess loved by everyone with her flawless white skin and beautiful sweet smile that may melt everyone heart .. With her melody voice and deep black eyes is just like a night filled with millions of stars .. Everyday Princess follow the King to the village and help the poor .. Her smile just make everyone happy no matter how .. Every night , Princess will stand on her stool .. Facing the sky with her teary eyes and pray .. Why there are poor and rich ? .. Why some people will lay on the floor and begged for everyone while wearing torn-out clothes ? .. Why there are people who will pay for a high price just for the trends ? .. Haven't they think before giving away those money to the one who need it ? .. They begged for hours and worried for hours will they get enough donations to buy for a meal yet we are walking around the stalls and spending money recklessly .. They wander around with directions .. Not knowing where to go and will people help them .. The Princess then walked into her room .. She standing on a cold marble floor .. Looking around her room the find the corners .. And she found out .. She is like a little drop of water in the sea .. The area is big and the room is every girl's dream room who crave for it .. She walk toward her wardrobe and opened it .. Each cloth is made from good and durable quality and gold dust sparkle on it .. She wear one of it and stand in front of her huge mirror , think and compare how she look and how the beggars look .. Look at her hands .. It filled with heavy jewels and diamonds .. Everytime , when it bedtime .. Princess take off all her jewels she is wearing and keep it into a normal wooden box like how other people is and she will wear a normal white dress which really casual and comfortable like how all the girls on the valley is yet letting down her hair without any accessories .. She look into the mirror and smile from the heart .. She is just like other children is , no different .. She feel that she and the world had no difference .. Just same .. she feel she was accepted and into the world of everyone .. Living with pair of normal shoes , walking and playing around with rocks and dolls like all children does .. To people who lived in a castle .. They think Princess is a very odd girl .. She doesn't like to sleep yet stayed up all night .. And she don't really smile to people .. She always would like to walk alone in a quiet and silence place doesn't matter it is dark or with lights Her frown is just like a dark clouds in the blue sky .. The King always brought lots of toys , clothes , food and jewelries to her that made of gold or diamonds .. But her frown face will just be the same .. The Princess always wanted to tell to everyone that she doesn't sleep all night is because she knows .. Once the day comes , she will need to wear all accessories , make-up on her face , hair , arms and legs that makes her difficult to walk yet will all those long , puffy dress with lot of gold dust and diamonds and pearls on it really makes Princess uncomfortable .. The more she tired , there more she feel disappointed .. She feel sad to see his honorable father is just the same as other people who spend on things that not worth .. Sadly , her silent melody will never be hear by anyone even she tired to shout and yell in a loud tone with her opened mouth .. Every time .. When she walked alone .. Steps by steps , jewels by jewels and layers by layers of his dress and accessories will be torn and take off by her .. In the end , she will walked on the grass with just her feet and messy long hair with a comfy dress .. She runs around and laugh soundlessly .. Yet look into the blue sky .. She believe one day .. She will able to speak out with sound and tell the King to help the poor than wasting golds to the non-living things while the world out there , people need those gold .. She wish she could let the world see and hear her smile and laughter when there a chance .. Her hope and wish is always unbeatable and she will believe there a miracle happened one day .. One day .. it will happened .. till now .. she do believe ..

- THE END -

Written by Pui Yi ,
May God Bless ♥

A Sentence To Remember

Dear Diary , 26 . 04 . 2012 , Drizzling

" You Jump , I Jump " .. Isn't this sentence already familiar to you guys ? .. Well , I always like to say that sentence .. Don't know why .. I just felt it really nice to hear when you say it on a right timing .. So , anyone going for the movie ? .. I am going to watch very soon .. Can't wait for it .. I miss the theme song .. Remember how to tone goes ? .. It just very soft and relaxing .. Sometimes I felt it just like a story with no words .. Just like the music :) .. Yeah .. Another brain-storm day .. No idea what to post haha .. Well .. Since I already can't wait for my canteen day .. I am gonna invite you guys ! .. Wanna know ? .. Read more :D

TO all students that studied in Butterworth area ,

_ SMK DATO' ONN BUTTERWORTH'S CANTEEN DAY _

DAY : Saturday

DATE : 28 . 04 . 2012

HELD IN : SMK DATO' ONN"S SCHOOL FIELD

ENTIRE : ANYTHING YOU LIKE

TIME : 9:00 a.m - 2:00 pm

Make you guys come ya !

All blessings goes to you ,
Pui Yi :D

A Day To Smile

Dear Diary , 22 . 04 . 2012 , Cloudy

Even the clouds are grey .. But your smile will be your Sun and to everyone too .. Don't give up in any situation and I will be here to share and cheer you up from your frown as your tears is like the waves of the sea that keep calling my name .. Good Luck Everyone .. Stand tall and be tough .. Pui Yi here for you ..

All blessing Goes To You ,
Pui Yi

Having You

Dear Diary , 22 . 04 . 2012 , Sunny

Once again , Good Evening everyone ! :D .. So , how your day ? .. Mine just fine yet amazing .. Maybe because I am in a love potion mood today haha .. Well , of course .. I am missing my dearest honey ~ [♥] .. But the silly thing is .. I have no idea why am I missing him so much yet having his face in my mind x) .. Aww .. My honey .. sweet like always .. Totally into him haha .. Okay .. Let see .. Basically I don't know why am I posting and writing to my blog now == .. but nevermind .. just go with it ! .. Right , since I had nothing to write about .. I just gonna type what I feel like telling you my sweetheart :)

My dearest honey ,

Happy Candy Day To You As I Hope Sugar Is Always In Your Mind Today .. Well Honey .. You still remember what you asked in our conversation just now ? .. Sugar guess she will give the rest of them answer here .. Err .. not all but half of it as maybe I give it out , I may not finish it up by morning haha .. Firstly , Sugar knows you care about her alot and hope she will be happy and comfy by who they are .. Plus , Honey always give your best towards me .. I love the way you loved me yet the way you treat me too as it make Sugar feel she been treasured :) .. Second , Sugar wants us to understand each other more .. To be honest , Sugar sometimes don't know what are you having in your mind so I admit in certain way I had brainstorm in our conversation as I don't know what to replay haha .. Guess Honey have the same thing sometimes , isn't it ? :) .. But Sugar knows one thing very well .. You are a good guy , by right the way you are to me , already the one I looking for yet perfect to me :) .. Sugar can get along with Honey very well and easily without having a bad feeling or fear .. She feel comfortable when she with you .. Especially the time you make her laugh .. She really hope she could just hug and give u a kiss on the cheek suddenly .. Sadly , she didn't .. At first Sugar don't really know you that much so she didn't take much action but now no more :) .. Sugar always want you to laugh more and smile more .. When I see or hear you smile , all my worries and sadness will fade away .. You are like my sweet sunshine and shinning moon .. I am just the seawater that shine every moment by your reflection of your brightness .. You mean alot to me .. ANd I hope you will be by my side all the time and always be mine ♥ .. Hey , still remember when Sugar say you are like a blessing to me ? .. It not a joke or just a sweet words as I meant it .. Because yeah .. Sugar hope for a guy who will treat her like nobody .. But you are like a treasure or a star that drop into my open palms as you are more than I asked for and way more precious to me .. Sugar will always keep you tight in her hands and she need you alot and she doesn't want you to get away .. She wish you could have the same feeling like Sugar does too .. Lastly , the most important thing .. Sugar hope you could feel the warmness of her in your heart as she cares about you and misses you the time .. Just that sometimes she don't have time to show it or did't want to show it .. As you know , Sugar not a very aggressive girl so she will just give you the feeling but not showing by action :) .. I just want you to know .. That Sugar Love You Honey ♥ .. She really do ..

Stand Up And Travel

Dear Diary , 20 . 04 . 2012 , Sunny

Good Evening everyone ! .. How are you ? .. It very hot here .. so I decided to stay at sweet home and write a post during my leisure time :D .. Well .. As you could see , we are talking about TRAVEL EVERYONE ! .. Excited for it ? .. It a common words used in our conversation sometimes .. Of course I am Include too haha .. My friends and I use to ask " If given a choice , where would you like to travel ? " .. Okay .. I know there be ALOT of exclusive places for readers .. But for me .. I suggested .. Actually traveling to a far place from where we belong may be a chance for us to see and learn more .. TRAVELING IS LEARNING .. Why ? .. Learn to handle everything on your own .. Have fun without worrying anything , that the most suitable time where you can give out all and live your day without burden about the phone ringing none stop from all your family members , friends even YOUR LOVE MATE ! .. To ME , a phone that ringing all the time had no different from living in a center station .. Plus , while you travel you can look around you .. For example , it the same thing that why do some parents recommended their child to walk around in the field while their were still young ? .. It because they believe that their child can obtain more knowledge from a clean and capable surroundings .. Same goes to us , children and adults make no different .. We cried , we laugh , we get mad and we DO get jealous too .. but what make those different is what and how much you been through .. Travel and walk around a city or town even a village .. See what around you .. And ask yourself " why this happened " ? .. Furthermore , not to make it complicated .. We actually may gain a lot of rare knowledge that we haven't learn before or sometimes WE DIDN'T EVEN HEAR ABOUT IT !.. Learning much doesn't matter .. Learning less does the matters guys :] .. Moreover , the other points which FOODS , SHOPPING and SELF-TAKING PHOTOS are most commonly heard too ! .. You may not been surprise if you found out your friends or the one who travel with you is taking videos or capturing photos of themselves .. Who knows .. Maybe it a good thing to share at Facebook or even Twitter ? .. Or a memory to remember in your photo album ? .. To make it clear , I am not strongly advise you guys to go travel now or this year .. But just giving my opinion .. As for me , traveling is like a chance for you to really relax and take a breath for all those stress and what hunting your mind :] .. Life Is S.I.M.P.L.E .. Wake up in every morning , stand infront of the mirror and tell yourself " I can do it and I know that I can , Watch Me . " .. Good Luck Everyone .. Live to stay happy ♥

All Blessings Goes TO You ,
Pui Yi ♥

A Blink Of Change

Dear Diary , 19 . 04 . 2012 , Sunny

Morning Everyone ! .. It been a long time coming But I am here :D .. Pshh .. How my new blog by the way ? .. I gave it a little makeover .. Okay .. Maybe not a little .. It The Whole THING ! .. Well , Change once a while for our self is not a bad thing .. Be happy with it .. Sometimes things around us may gone and wont be found anyone .. But .. Hey .. Think about it .. Isn't it better to gave yourself a new start ? .. Restart and re-correct things that you done which is wrong .. And common the corrected one :).. It just like reformat your whole laptop or desktop .. Maybe you will lost all of the data and documents .. but you can restored data that way new and nicer so you can keep yourself updated ! .. Well .. Maybe part of us may feel sad for our lost as he or she had gone and we need to go our separated ways .. But don't worry .. Remember .. Everyone ONLY live ONCE in a lifetime , why don't just live your whole life happily by enjoying them and spreading smile to all people surround you ? Instead of thinking what the girls will talk bad and gossip to the whole school about you ? or others look down upon you , why don't just stand a little taller and show that .. Yes , this is me .. I live my life with joy and I stand tall and straight which as chest , the a word " CONFIDENT " .. Be confident with yourself .. If you believe you can do it , you can do it :) .. I trusted you guys .. SO shed a tears and live your life happily .. Because I like people who smile sincerely ALOT ! .. They look naturally beautiful .. Doesn't matter is it because of the make-ups or not .. We which you , the one who is reading this sentence now .. We are all beautiful the way we are .. If you got me .. Take your purse or wallet .. Wear a nice clothes on .. Whip your tears and make up or just put some products on your face .. TO show that you are always cheerful and beautiful the way you are .. You are always fresh and what all of us wanna see .. Natural yet fresh and sweet .. SMILE .. Now take your phone on and go out have fun everyone ! .. Have A Nice Day .. GOOD LUCK GUYS ..

All blessing For You All ,
Pui Yi ♥

A Day Out ♥

Dear diary , 08 . 04 . 2012 , Rainy

Hello Guys :D .. How you all been doing ?? .. Yup Yup .. I am totally in a happy which all butterflies may fly around me now haha .. Why ? .. Let you guess .. Who is the one that able to bring my body temperature arose and go down easily eh ? haha .. Okay , here the good news .. Guess what .. Ah Hao .. err .. to some new comers .. yeah .. he's my boyfriend haha .. He come to Penang from K.Lumpur for a trip with friends :) .. So he come across and visited me .. and yeah .. go out for a day .. wait .. not even half of a day .. We just meet around few hours because he got a flight to catch .. But never mind .. Sure will have another chance for us .. Or I go to K.L and find him when the mid-year holidays come haha :D .. Okay , let get back to our topic .. Well .. Because of the time .. We just go to Sunway Carniwal Mall .. Err .. For your infomation .. I just a normal shopping center .. like all we can see haha == ... But yeah .. It actually located nearer so it will be easily for him to drive me home and rush to the airport :) .. Well .. We just had short walk around the mall and we just go to the nearby cafe , Fresh ( heard of it ? :) ) to grab a drink .. We talk and laugh sometimes .. and yeah .. I feel comfortable when I with him .. Don't know will he feel the same or not haha .. But yeah .. Maybe it the first time I meet someone through social network and I get a little nervous .. So I didn't talk much .. haha .. Poor sweetie .. He need to hunt for topics to talk .. Maybe he got some brain-storm for a few moment haha x) .. So sorry dear ~ T^T .. I am not that aggressive in communication haha .. So yeah .. the picture you saw is we took it before we go .. :) .. SO yeah .. I felt like i'm talking to the laptop now .. I gonna go :) .. I hope you got a good time with me Honey [♥]

This is NOT what I used to be [♥]

Dear diary , 28 . 03 . 2012 , Windy

Good morning everyone ! Its Vampire Night .. Hey , what with blur face ? .. Even thought it night now , but for me .. The Sun is rising up .. :) .. Sorry , I am night creature who always pro-active at night ~ .. Forgive me for my misbehave .. Yes ? .. Did I freak you guys out ? .. If you get what i'm talking about now .. Exactly ! .. Today topic is kinda naughty type yet seductive .. Well .. Who meet a seductive devil before or now who you already cling to ? .. It means , you can live on but somehow a little bit of his drug is a plus in your life that make you feel what you need .. Get me or not ? Lol.. :D .. Maybe I make it sounds complicated .. I meet one .. His evil starve maybe one of us don't want to see .. we not interest of .. but he is different .. his evil eyes does capture you and seduce you .. Just like a drug that make you feel 'nice' .. To be honest , I ain't a beginner .. I am somehow a little bad journal to naive girls who easily be influence .. But be honest .. no matter how many experience I got .. He make me feel like I am new in a trip .. He got a pair of curious hands .. which like to wonder anywhere he feel like going and touch .. The way he move his hands just wanna make u feel like strip even you are not a stripper .. He bring me back the feeling only he can bring which make you out of control and hardly breath .. The way he got naughty and bad ... The more I got interest in him .. The more I wanna have an adventure with him .. I just wanna make him starve and wanting for it .. I wanna make him fall in love .. I wanna kiss his lips and start everything on .. I know it may sound bad and ain't right .. But baby thats me .. I do it all alone who finding for one of a kind .. Are you dare to take that risk ? .. Just promise dont stop when I say so .. Well that all inspirations I can get tonight .. Hope you guys didn't get a boner .. Haha .. Have fun tonight ;) [♥][♥]

You Ain't Fun Anymore

Dear diary , 27 . 03 . 2012 , Cloudy

Hey Guys .. Really sorry that I didnt post recently as I am very obsessed in my school haha .. So lately just STUDY STUDY STUDY in my mind .. But everything there a stop and rest .. So here I am .. Where I let my feelings flow out .. Where my smile will bloom :D .. So , first of all .. I'm just gonna ask you guys how are you ? .. Haha .. common right ? .. I just care about you all somehow and I miss you guys badly too :( .. Okay , So today I gonna talk about a topic that kinda harsh .. It just a guy who may over confident that I would stay on him .. TO be honest , we already separated quite long .. But we keep in touch , you know .. at least we are friends .. But maybe he overtake it .. But actually for me .. I'm quite weird .. maybe other people outside may ask for get back together .. But I cant .. I just cant do it .. Those words " Sorry " or " come back " always stuck at the bottom of my throat and in the end I swallow it haha .. Once I say over .. It over .. I don't like second time =='' .. Weird right ? .. Lol .. I know .. But always there a beginning .. No pain no gain .. I will just smile all the time infront of you guys .. SO don't worry .. I really got what I want now .. He is the star I been looking for .. I love him .. And if I;m not mistakes .. Just a few more weeks .. Very soon gonna be 2 months .. I cant believe time pass so fast .. Never mind honey .. I will miss you all the time .. I will time of you even we are far apart now .. Got to go , Love ya .. Muakz .. Don't worry .. I already move on .. And I looking forward to us .. When it come to you .. It will just be us .. Nothing can tear us apart :) <3 .. I love you honey .. I really do :))) ..

Sincerely ,
Pui Yi ,
XoXo

A Promise

dear diary , 16 . 03 . 2012 , Sunny

Hey ~! .. Pui Yi back with a topic that sell like hot cakes now .. This topic is actually quite well known in teenagers and even young kids too .. A topic that fun to be discuss in teenager , a shy topic to kids and sensitive topic to adults such as parents , teachers and grandparents or siblings too .. Well yes . The image shown clearly .. A kiss .. A precious present to give away .. A seal between a pair of lover .. But to me .. It actually more like a promise .. Haha .. I know it may sounds funny but yeah .. A promise .. A promise to love each other , Take care to either one of two because of sickness , been through all problems such as money , career and age .. A kiss is actually something that can't be seen but can be feel .. A priceless gift .. A gift that can be give away like what we did usually which buy and post .. Especially to the girls and even boys out there .. A kind reminder , I suggest you guys keep your first kiss if you still got them .. It what all people want .. A innocent and good girl or boy .. Just certain situation cause people crazy for bad girls or boys more .. :) .. But believe me .. Seriously , deep in the heart .. All of us want the angel then demon .. But maybe nowadays people may think that a kiss is just a normal things happened around us .. But it a magic words to create miracle .. In seconds , a couple that love each other will be together and lock with their hearts :D .. The world is magical .. It full with surprise , learn to love .. Learn to save .. I am sure this bright and pure side of you will remain always :) ♥

Sincerely ,
Pui Yi ,
Good night and good luck for everything everyone :) .

A little sweet story ♥

Dear diary , 11 . 03 . 2012 , Sunny

Hello everyone !! ♥ .. Feel the heat today ? .. The Sun is bright and beautiful .. I suggest , it will be great if you go for a sunset joy with the one you been thinking of all the time :) .. Well , no offence .. If you are single , you can go for a picnic or swimming with you friends as it will be the best choice for such a hot day than going shopping center all the time right ? .. ok .. As the title tell all .. I'm actually here today to tell you guys a short cute story .. It all happened in seconds ! .. I remembered clearly .. On the 12 March of 2012 .. Just 2 days before Valentine day .. Everyone busy buying or searching present .. Even posting at Facebook by tagging their love one .. That time is really can be called as " Love is in the air ♥ " .. Well .. Too bad .. That time I'm still single haha :D .. Pity right ? .. But in a few thoughts , I found out it very funny yet cute .. I posted at Facebook that day which is , " I brought a present for Valentine but I found out no one to give it to TT^TT " .. In a few minutes , I thanked you God by looking up the sky because I got you , Mr right :) .. At the time , a guy ( can be called as stranger that time , Lol ) .. he commented that he having the same too .. We started a short conversation by commenting .. I found out that he is nice to talk to .. So we keep talking more and more by right , we don't know each other .. And guess it is miracle .. BUT maybe to some of the adults may comment that it is foolish .. as both of us don't know why .. He suddenly purpose to me .. And maybe i'm in the blurry mood , so I just gave a sweet answer by using a interesting way.. at that day , it is the beginning of our sweetness eventhough we are far apart .. All to your knowledge , I'm now in Penang yet he is in the capital city , Kuala Lumpur .. Yes , the tourist attraction of Malaysia :) .. But we never give up in keeping contact to each other .. On 13 March 2012 .. A silly girl stay up till midnight ( 1 a.m ) .. busying preparing Valentine day present to him .. I don't know why :) .. But as we just started , I'm not brave enough to gave something very aggressive so I just gave a cup with sweet words and a handmade - card which every piece I made and I pasted , I just smiling sweetly and thinking of him ... Funny me :D .. but sadly , he didn't get in on the exact day of Valentine as he is away when the postman arrived so he get it on 15 March yet he keep apologize .. Well , I replied " as long as you get my heart , all this doesnt matter .. " .. And so one .. our memories gain more and more .. and sweeter .. :) .. Hey .. I got to go to tuition now :) .. Will write again later ♥


♥ - TO BE CONTINUED - ♥

Sweetie pie [♥]

Dear diary , 10 . 03 . 2012 , Sunny

Sunshine morning everyone :) .. I don't know why I'm feeling like this .. But I just wanna tell you .. THat I think about you and all the time we been through once my eyes blink this morning ~ .. I miss you alot [♥] .. Sometimes I do asked myself , How are you ? .. I wonder what are you doing ? .. DO you feel the same like me ? .. But I think I'm just a fool writing empty papers to you :") .. Maybe all this words doesn't mean alot to you at all .. But it mean alot to me .. I know in the past , I been a burden to you .. I know and I still remember every things I did that may hurt your feeling in a harsh way .. I remembered how we talk when we get mad .. I remembered how my tears drop when I talk to you on the phone for several times .. When I flash back .. I found out i'm a silly fool .. But why I can't just erase everything ? .. I do asked myself alot of questions .. " Why do I think of you sometimes ? " .. " Why I still playing our song ? " .. " why everytime I hear our song , I found out it a melody piece of music ? " .. I really don't know why .. Everytime I just smile when I think back .. Everything had gone to memories now .. Let just keep it in the bottom of our heart .. and flash back sometimes once awhile .. I wish you still feel the same .. but now .. I see you changed alot .. Turn into a different new leaf .. completely .. I feel you like a stranger to me .. Yes , you turn into the one which all girls' bad boy .. that most girls willing to sell you their soul , their heart .. But you miss something .. Maybe when you do so .. you will be wanted all over .. but mostly girls'real dream prince .. is actually just a normal decent one .. the one who as to be simple and easy to get along .. that type of boy really easy to be with .. You feel comfortable and doesn't need to be wise when you walk beside with .. Well , I feel our gap getting bigger and bigger as you keep being like this now .. Let walk our separated ways with different directions .. Maybe I be a bad girl in the past .. the one who be a cat that bite your heart and steal your lips then run away .. but I hope you know .. I feel bored and irritated by the bad history in my history list .. I really want to erase them but sadly it can't .. I hope you don't repeat the same mistakes I did before .. it like now you reflect everything in the mirror on how I treat everyone before .. I feel ashamed .. Now I regret and I try to re correct my mistakes and go to a better way .. I don't know whether I hear from my friends is correct or wrong .. But I heard you got a new partner .. My last sentence to you , " treat her like she is treasure .. Not a dirt stick on your shoes " .. I got mine new one too :") .. I love him .. and I will let him feel he is treasure .. Let work hard together for the last time .. work hard to let them feel treasure like how they didn't feel before my friend :) .. Let have a new start that melody to be heard my everyone [♥]

Simple and clean :D

Dear diary , 10 . 03 . 2012 , Sunny

Make up anyone ? .. Yes , nowadays teenager and adults mostly wear make up already .. They look amazing and pretty .. but sometimes isn't it too much ? .. Don't get me wrong , I , myself wear make up too .. But I just hope you guys can understand my advice .. Girls , listen .. I know you all may love to been seen and attract of .. I admit , I like it too .. But sometimes .. When you wear too much , it just like you putting on a mask .. I do lost myself before .. With too much make up , sometimes I asked myself .. Who am I ? .. THe one with a normal face with some pimples and dark circles on .. or the one who have a flawless skin with big dolly eyes ? .. But when you asked me again .. Make up , yes .. You turn into a beauty .. But somehow you still need to remove them .. Can be say as a magic for a few moment .. But you still need to be yourself .. The real you .. If someone need you to have a big change , only will considered you are a big beauty .. Why don't you let him or her see the real you ? .. MAybe a few changes , it hard to cope suddenly .. but slowly by slowly .. Step by step , i bet he would love it .. If for some people who already grow root to make up , like me :D .. I don't much all the time .. LEns maybe sometimes I will wear on special events or parties .. Just a little foundation with blush ~ ,, A thin line of eyeliner and equal size with eye lens .. THat may enough already ~ ♥ .. Like the artist you see above , her flawless skin is the real one , with a pair of fresh eyes .. It really beautiful .. Eventhough not as big or sexy as the others .. Sometimes back to the basic is the best .. THink about it everyone .. The make up beauty , or the inner beauty ? .. [♥]

I'm still standing here , Waiting ♥

Dear diary , 9 . 03 . 2012 , Sunny

Hey ~ .. Good news in the air :D .. Want to know ? .. A few days back , I had an exam .. Yeah , not to say I add some spice or what .. but the exam is quite tough compare to form 1 .. THe most worrying subject to everyone is Mathematics .. Mostly people fail this time .. Yeah .. it bad :( .. Hope their mark will improve like high rise next time .. But yeah .. TOday I have Maths class and when my beautiful soul teacher announced .. She actually announced the marks with the score we get in paper 1 and 2 .. Paper 1 scoring I actually know from earlier as my close friend ( I don't am I considered a close friend to her or not .. but as long as she a close one to me ) Sarah Wong .. That her name .. A sweet name to be heard , a nice name to be write :) .. She told me that I score 16 per 20 in paper one while mostly my classmates and my friends score average is just 12 .. I wish I could help them :( .. And yeah .. Here come the most exciting part ! .. PAper 2 really like a knife to everyone .. It hurt alot of people feelings when they heard their score .. sorry .. for some reasons , I dont want to tell out what their average mark :) .. But yeah.. mine of course I will tell .. but I hope you guys will keep it as a secret .. Dont feel like bursting to everyone .. it 24 per 30 .. I will improve myself more next time .. :D .. That time , when teacher still anoucing other people's marks .. I was like " Please please please !! " .. I was nervous .. as I see many people get kinda low marks .. I lost my confident , I thought my marks will be lower too .. I shouted loudly when I heard I got such high marks than I expected , it 80% .. I was like .. " OMG !! @@ " .. I thought my marks will be lower than that alot and paper 2 score will be just 10 - 15 .. I just a happy news .. I was totally carried away ! .. But that moment , I clearly remembered .. I really hope he is around .. I don't know why .. But I really hope he could be the first one to know right after the announcement ..
Maybe if I tell out the name , some of my classmates will get shock .. He not to say very charming like all nowadays girls been dreaming about .. yet he don't have a muscular body that girls been crazy off .. but he had a heart of gold .. he like to smile alot .. he is friendly .. he is way caring than everyone I could know .. :D .. too bad .. he come across me that time .. All he does is the cool face yet giving me his shadow .. I kinda disappointed that time .. but just follow the flow :) .. Maybe I talk very emo today .. Sorry , just I think too much ~ .. So .. that all for today :)♥ .. THank you for listening ~

Sincerely ,
Pui Yi ,
XoXo

S.M.I.L.E

DEar Diary , 24 . 02 . 2012 , Rainy

Happy life goes on this few weeks , I starting to cope into the new situation and some changes .. Yes , I admit that there are lost and pain before this .. But follow the flow , new start won't begin if the old one didn't end .. Actually memories just need to keep in the heart and remember the happiness is enough .. I learn to follow the flow .. No need to strongly asked if it not possible .. The one who come will appear someday , the one who will go can't force to maintain .. Yes I do miss people who already separated with me .. I wish the one does too .. :D .. But I don't had high hope .. as I scared old folks been saying " high hope bring along deep disappointment " .. Actually I just wish that even we had our own way now but I wish our direction is still the same :) .. I believe we can walk together again when our ways join up . .I believe that there will be a day .. Now I enjoy happy life .. I smile a lot because I just starting to think that life is a school .. I learn , I pass .. I learned a lot before .. I know my mistakes .. I turn into a new leaf .. I hope we can be friends to start all over again .. I hope we be like couple but our real relationship is just friends .. Well , if you agreed .. Let work hard for it :) .. I don't work smart .. As I want to use all the best effort to gain what I want ..

SIncerely ,
Pui YI .
XOXO .

Starting all over again

Dear diary , 08 . 02 . 2012 , Sunny .

Once again , a very good midnight to all the readers .. Guess what , I woke up at 4 a.m automatically without any help from the alarm clock .. Haha .. Ok .. I should that crap .. and yeah .. I know mostly you all will be surprise that why my blog is empty of post ? .. Well , actually it not been hacked or virus and or what .. But i deleted it .. Lol .. What wrong with the puzzle face ? .. I deleted all the posts are just because I notice that I wrote many unhappy and happy stuff and mix in all together in this blog like a blender =.= .. And because of too much posts that mix together all the joys and sadness .. It had actually been a gossip blog in the history book :) .. All of us know that gossip doesn't about good stuffs .. and I hate gossip .. Especially gossip from the girls that think they are hot chicks or something like that ..Well I don't even care what the hell you look like .. but for me .. girls like gossip-er and backstabber are scary .. It doesn't mean i would kill them or what but I just be friends .. Sorry .. friendship between me and that kind of girls are like strangers :P .. we don't talk much about our life .. you live yours , I enjoyed mine .. Even you died on the road tomorrow , I saw you in the middle of it .. I would just call 999 , after report then I will walk away .. But yeah .. I got a sentence that really suit the topic .. Which is .. " sometimes moving on forward make you see much more clearer and the area you see may be further and bigger area " :) .. Don't worry .. I will still writing my blog .. I love you loyal readers <3