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Dear diary, 03.09.2012, Night

Well, how are you guys! Schools back, having fun anyone? Okayyyy. Guess you all not that excited like me haha :D. But yeah, I hate it when I got loaded homeworks. Agreed anyone? Pshh, dont be frown guys. There there :), even schools had a lot of lessons you need to remember and homeworks you need to study with, but there no ways you can't be cute right? Haha. So put a smileeeeeee on your face *pinch your cheeks* <3. I just cant sleep lately, don't why. I kee staying up all the night and stares at the sky. I used to sit alone in the balcony with a cup of mocha and look into the stars. I dont know about you but, I always feel better being alone in place that no one will come in and filled with silent, it fun feeling the cold breeze though. You know what the craziest? Who had ever play in the heavy rain, soaked wet and didnt fall ill? Opps, guess you know who the naughty kid haha. Lately I been working on my online career again, I will put and restart my effort as a model, dont know eh? Yeah, I am not that famous and I actually stop going for photoshooting as my exam at the corner just back but now I am here, stronger than ever =']. Alright, here a little secret. Come a little closer, then I will tell ya :). I already talk back to him, Mr.Honey . You know what, in the second thought, it awkward calling him as Honey but I just cant help it, I got used to it already ><. Well, not a big matter right ? Haha. Let see, I spoke back to him but just I doesnt the same anyone or like all those drama time. Just I move on though, my apology Honey =[. Yes, you mean alot to me and you are the only people I clinged to when I need to have someone . Sadly, when time flies, the feeling and the wants of having you back shattered too. I lost my hope and I dont think it that worth gain my confident of having you, is it because I really moved one or I am just afraid the fall and broken up again? No ones knows and not even I can answered what running in my mind. Well, see from the good side. I like and I love you as n ex who shared a nice relationship with me and as a good friend who I may open up. But it just didnt work out thought, I seriously hate myself of still how funny aand crazy you were and sometimes I cant help I stalked your profile, scary huh? It creep me out a little xD. So be a little bit mean is, I liked you before but I dont want you anyone, I AM SO SORRY TT. Actually I am kinda happy that I am avilable in the market again, selfishly I enjoy the spotlight that spark with attention from the witness. I am evil, I know that. Not that I didnt get sad or emo, I did. It just I recovered. So, any jobs to give away during school break? Inform me!